Said goodbye today...UGH! Didn't think it would be this hard. It is just like in the beginning when he first left. Of course I had to be strong. Said my goodbyes, kissed and I walked away. Just couldn't stay to watch him walk through the security check point and onto the tarmac.
Arrived home and was greeted by my wonderful dog who looked at me knowingly with those big brown eyes. That is when I lost it. I boo hooed and my dog sat their compassionately and listened. I'm so ready for this to be over.
I'm tired! Tired of trying to be so strong, brave, solid. It's exhausting! Although it is only a couple more months it seems like an eternity. Once again the loneliness sets in. Although he drives me crazy sometimes when he is here, the empty space without him is so much worse.
To my honey, miss you so much. I spent most of the day cleaning up the house. It was obvious that you were here. Laundry alone is going to take me at least a week to finish. Tux is depressed without his buddy to rough house with him. It will take us a few days to get into some type of normal routine again. The last two weeks were great. We are looking forward to the time when you can come home to stay. I plan on picking out some new furniture this weekend and if all goes well starting a exercise routine. Fly safe and we'll talk soon. Love you!
Play Safe, Play Smart
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